Needing help…

So latley I have been in a bit of pickle.

This friend of mine is going through a rough time and I cant help him. He is going through a “suicidal” stage and I am too scared to lose him. He said that his girlfriend is the only reason he’s deciding to stay here but how do I get him to change his mind?

I have recently lost a friend because of a nasty virus and honnestly I dont think I can handle anyone else leaving Earth.

I know how suicidal felt because I have once been through that. Getting to the stage of ending your life because theres nothing else your good at really hurts, or knowing you will not be ‘perfect’.

The only thing that changed my mind was how devestating my friends and family would be when I was gone, that was when I changed my perspective. However I have already tried saying that to him and he still wont budge.

Please give me advice on what to do before him and his girlfriend brake up.

Sam 😦 xx



“Basketball Boy”

So there is this boy that goes to my school and is really good at basketball, I want to keep this anonymous so I am going to call him “Basketball Boy”. My best friend who recently liked this guy just found out that I liked him, she’s not mad at me but she is just scared that I will get my heart broken again after my previous relationship (long story). However “Basketball Boy” might actually be the one for me, I mean is it possible? He is the first ever guy that I have actually had a crush on because I can’t read him like I read other guys. Usually I can tell what other guys think of me but recently I can’t.

I can’t even stay focus because all I am thinking about is “Basketball Boy”. A few weeks back we went to Airtime, with a few friends of course, and it wasn’t awkward to talk to him or anything. Although there is one tiny problem, before I started to like him we weren’t even friends so he gets along better with other girls and I don’t know wether I want to be friends with him first or not, I mean it would be easier wouldn’t it?

Yesterday I completely embarrassed myself in front of him though, because he is AMAZING at basketball, his girl best friend and I challenged “Basketball Boy” and his friend to a game and I fell flat on my but! My bloomers came up!!!! HOW EMBARRASSING!!! Normally I am not frigate with guys but around him I just want to walk in the other direction because I am afraid he won’t like me or I will embarrass myself again. HELP!

What should I do?   Could he be my soul mate?

Sam 🙂 xx