“Basketball Boy”

So there is this boy that goes to my school and is really good at basketball, I want to keep this anonymous so I am going to call him “Basketball Boy”. My best friend who recently liked this guy just found out that I liked him, she’s not mad at me but she is just scared that I will get my heart broken again after my previous relationship (long story). However “Basketball Boy” might actually be the one for me, I mean is it possible? He is the first ever guy that I have actually had a crush on because I can’t read him like I read other guys. Usually I can tell what other guys think of me but recently I can’t.

I can’t even stay focus because all I am thinking about is “Basketball Boy”. A few weeks back we went to Airtime, with a few friends of course, and it wasn’t awkward to talk to him or anything. Although there is one tiny problem, before I started to like him we weren’t even friends so he gets along better with other girls and I don’t know wether I want to be friends with him first or not, I mean it would be easier wouldn’t it?

Yesterday I completely embarrassed myself in front of him though, because he is AMAZING at basketball, his girl best friend and I challenged “Basketball Boy” and his friend to a game and I fell flat on my but! My bloomers came up!!!! HOW EMBARRASSING!!! Normally I am not frigate with guys but around him I just want to walk in the other direction because I am afraid he won’t like me or I will embarrass myself again. HELP!

What should I do?   Could he be my soul mate?

Sam 🙂 xx


I feel sorry for the future

With Apple releasing new content for customers it is a wonder why we are all so caught up with technology. Most people over 13 have a phone for safety – isn’t that why parents gave it to them? But maybe the phone is the danger? I agree that phones and computers are brilliant inventions but when is enough, enough?

We have apps on our phones to allow us to play games when we could be bonding with a sibling. We get texts but we don’t know how to understand them because we can’t read how they would say it. Relationships are now based on technology therefor you don’t know if there “I love you” is meaningful. The best communication is face to face not face to phone. I feel sorry for the next generation because they are being brought up in this way. But right now we have the power to change it. Step away from the phone and right a letter or enjoy the sun when outside. Don’t post a picture about it on Instagram just to see how many likes you got. Look up from your phone to see a difference and to make one.

And it’s ridiculous when we have to pay for these “things” that are ruining the world.

Sam 🙂 xx